So everything I posted about everything being fine even though I’m unemployed?
Today is a bad day. I was feeling anxious all morning, and finally just cried. Pretty hard too, and the worst part is that I was driving! I made it back home fine, and actually ended up getting a grip relatively soon afterwards. Why my body couldn’t wait until I got back to the apartment, who knows but that’s how it went down.
I just really want some sign that I’m making progress, but I haven’t had any call backs or interviews. So I’m a bit of an emotional wreck today.
I’ve been stuck on my couch ever since, slowly getting my act together. I’ve resisted the urge to make grilled cheese. I had my healthy lunch, with two Dunkers, hehe.
I’m working towards getting outside to take my big guy for a walk, and then BodyPump tonight.
These kinds of days are ok. I know that. For someone used to succeeding at career/school, this is of course upsetting. But it’s not the end of the world, and certainly not the worst thing that ever happened to me. So I’ll allow a good cry, but I’m not going to wallow.
If only crying didn’t leave you feeling so tired!